Grounded!

I was talking to my friends from my school, as I am an alumnus of Jawahar Navodaya Vidyalaya Bilaspur. I lived a hostel life for 7 years. I was missing the old good moments however I remember I left that school with a smile on my face.
So we were talking on this WhatsApp group of ours. And slowly we started to pull each other’s leg. And quietly I became the target, but it wasn’t good. I pushed him further, I was like bro, we used to do like this in school.
And then he centered his topic on my past. “Well you know, there was this girl you used to love!” He said.
Yes! I said.
“You know she used to talk with us and you know what she once said,” He said.
Yes please tell! I replied.
“She used abusing words for you and said this guy stares at me all day.” He said. And then apologized and said “sorry! brother but It’s true.”
Well, I know that! She said it once on my face too. (I ignored like I didn’t listen) And this was nothing compared to others that happened.
You know that boy he beats me twice and that another one, he too. And once the whole class was searching for me. I said. He didn’t say anything anymore.
And the conversation ended.
I am so sorry brother If you were trying to make me feel low because It’s just not gonna happen! I am a fan of Tyrion Lannister. He once said: “Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.”There are a lot of things, you don’t even know. When I left Navodaya I used to believe that nothing could be bad as it was. You know what! I was wrong! And now I believe, “Worse is yet to come!” So if something bad happens to me, It doesn’t seem that bad to me, because these words repeat themselves in my mind. “Worse is yet to come”. I did a lot of mistakes and I wouldn’t have done that If I would have known that I am making a mistake. Well, I learned all the lesson of life the rough way. And I am not writing all these for your empathy, please spare me. I will rather be the Villain than to be a victim in someone’s eye. So if you are trying to pull me down, stop!! because I am already grounded.

dark_anki