The very first time I saw her, A Beautiful girl with attitude, (that’s my type). When I started to know her, I felt we can’t be together. As I came to knew that she hates the guys who try to approach her for girlfriend. So It was a very big no for my heart. But till the time I came to know these things about her. We had become good friends. I kind of forget that I wanted her to be with me. But feelings were hidden beneath layers, deep down in my heart, that I was unaware of. So time passed, we didn’t talk much.
I changed my college. We were still in touch. And I don’t remember what happened we start to talk again. Small chats convert to long night talks. Earlier we were excited to talk to each other. We used to wait for each other call. And the slowly as time passed we were habitual to talk to each other. I used to tell her about my whole day, my crush, the girls I liked (the part she hated but still she listened to all those silly talks). And then one day she told, I don’t like to listen about other girls. Well, I didn’t take the hint. Then It was like, we couldn’t sleep properly if we wouldn’t have talked yet. Slowly and slowly we know about each other as we used to know what we are going to say next! Everything was told except my dark secrets, that I couldn’t have told anyone. As with good days there comes bad days. We didn’t talk for a few days and those days were living like hell, and the very first time we realized we are more than friends. We met and I said commitment is not the easy part. I am ready but you have to know things I have never told anyone. Then whatever you decide! You wouldn’t believe I was scared of losing after what I was going to tell her, But she said Yes on that very moment. She said I want your present and your future. Your past doesn’t worry me. I literally cried that day in her arms. I remember In the first few months we couldn’t differentiate Is It, love? Or we still are friends! Because there wasn’t much difference between those two.
Other few months and we were creating memories for our old age. I have a vision for old age. We both sitting on a bench near a beach and remembering how everything happened , laugh and then to cry in each other’s arms.
She Understands me as no one do! She holds my hand whenever I feel alone. She pulls me out from my own drowning thoughts. She extracts all the negativity. She motivates me. She cares for my happiness. She cherishes me like a mother, supports me like a brother, holds my secrets like a younger sister. And loves me from the zero to infinity.
No matter what I am going through she always makes me calm, she had some magic in her voice that no matter how bad I was feeling earlier, she makes me feel better. I never hide anything from her as she never judged me for anything. She scolds me with such love that sometimes I do some mistakes just for getting scold!
Sometimes I do ask her, How do you do all these just for me? How could you love me so much?
And she replies You would do the same for me and you love me as much I do.