What do you feel!

What should I say?
I don’t know!
All the thoughts come so fastly, rushing to my mind. This pain which I buried deep inside always trying to break that door.
And a load of regrets I carry on back. Every morning should be a new day, a new story.
Life is like a plain paper, where you write your own story, you make your own way & don’t worry if your way is different. Winning or losing in the end, the real enjoyment is in the journey. Consistency is hard to attain. When you put your efforts again and again, no matter what people say.
You are writing randomly!
It doesn’t have that quality!
I can relate to it.
Oh my! It was awesome.

Well, all these compliments and comments. They are common now. All I write is for myself. To be better.
Once my senior said, “It’s not good! It’s just trying to be better.”
I don’t have much time. Soon I will be out there in the crowd. I would love to be in the crowd but, I don’t want to be a part of it.
I want that crowd to be there for me. Where people do find peace in my writings. Where they can feel they are not alone. Where they can feel motivated. Where they can rise again from ashes. Where they can find love where everybody else has ignored them. So they can make their own world.
When I start to write, I don’t know what to say. I write what I feel with the flow.
Because At the end what matter is, what you feel!