Do you know!

Do you know me?
Do you?
Yeah, I am asking you!
Do you know me a bit?
Think again!
Think thoroughly!
Do you know when I feel sad?
Do you know when and why I feel angry?
Do you know what it is I love to do?
Do you know what I think most of the time?
What I am going through?
Do you know what hollow winds put in my ears in the dark nights?
How my pillow soaked all the tears without even showing it to someone else?
What my parents used to tell me?
Do you know what I did in all of my past years?

What I expect back?
How many times do I get hurt?
How many times do people try to let me feel down like I am nothing?
How many times do I start again?
How I didn’t let anyone hurt me anymore?
How many times did I fail?
How many times do I believe that she is the one? How many times my heart broke?
How did I know that she is the one?
The sound of broken dreams?
What feels when your own heart try to find his way out?
How does it feels when I didn’t know what I am going to do?
How I passed that time when everyone saw me as a guilty man?
What did I feel when everyone was using their ideology on me like I was a school subject?
When Everyone thinks I am the mistake instead of it was a mistake?
When everyone believes you are, whatever wrongs you have done?
When you left me alone, with my thought eating myself and you didn’t even care?
When everyone played with my feelings and you believe It was my mistake?
When people made fun of my personal diary?
When I was the alone who believe that I am not wrong!
Do you know how it feels!
No!! You don’t.
Because if you had! You won’t have done this.
Maybe you had!
I can’t say, because I don’t know you!
You don’t know me!

dark_anki